Tessa, You miss the point in my story. I did not robbed a bank or anyone for that matter. I worked hard to live the life I want. Maybe now is a right time for you to take that first step to do all the things you said you want to do. I have helped more people than you will ever know. I am mindful I can't save the world and will not attempt to either. Therefore, I will not let you cause me to feel guilty for working my butt off to live and do the things I want. Go make that first step. Only then you will rid yourselfof envy.