I can understand the disappointment when your soul calls for a break from caregiving even from the people we love and you look forward to a well needed break , only to be disappointed. Yana, having a doctor for your partner can be unpredictable.; their time is hardly ever their own . I know it because I spent half my life with one. Forgive him and enjoy the little moments he sacrifice to see you. I was caught up in the magic myself as I read you,